tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-361380852011-08-08T10:04:24.005-05:00Shae Hinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09701174980845237681noreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36138085.post-1161492548065050842006-10-21T23:42:00.000-05:002006-10-21T23:49:08.073-05:00<span></span><br />i can't believe that just happened...<br /><br />i can't believe i just <span style="font-style: italic;">let</span> that happen...<br /><br /><br /><br />now...moreso than ever...i wish that i'd never met my Lord...<br />never been saved...<br />never been shown the light...<br />never given Him my word...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />sitting here...<br />in pain...<br />in tears...<br />in shame...<br />in guilt...<br />in undeserving happiness...<br />in denial...<br />in fear...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i am alone.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/36138085-116149254806505084?l=allmyhopesanddreams.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shae Hinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09701174980845237681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36138085.post-1161036232876137872006-10-16T17:01:00.000-05:002006-10-16T17:03:52.886-05:00i don't know if it can be happy...<br /><br />first month was happy...<br /><br />but today?<br /><br /><br />it's no longer happy...<br />no longer progressing...<br /><br />it's shit.<br />it's dying.<br />i'm dying.<br /><br /><br />it may be an anniversary...<br />but it is most definitly not a happy day.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/36138085-116103623287613787?l=allmyhopesanddreams.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shae Hinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09701174980845237681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36138085.post-1161028815405160402006-10-16T14:59:00.000-05:002006-10-16T15:00:15.406-05:00i'm looking for an outlet...<br /><br />will i find it here...?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/36138085-116102881540516040?l=allmyhopesanddreams.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shae Hinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09701174980845237681noreply@blogger.com0